Welcome to my blog. I started blogging to have one place, one moment where I can express my opinion and be me without the fear of being judged forever by people who are always scavenging for a way to make your life hell. I really want to share my experiences with the world and I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoy blogging.
Now I’m not so much a fashion blogger as fashion doesn’t interest me all that much (however I know the difference between dressing respectfully and shoving on any hideous clothing you own). However I do have a growing interest in looking more and more respectable as me and my sister have started having mini fashion shoots after our shopping trips. But back to the point, my blog is here for me to express my opinion or tell someone about the wonderful things happening in my life without any hassle with lies or secrets I must contain. Instead I can be free to write as I wish; finally I can truly admit to the feeling I’ve bottled up for years and years. My father has told me once before that I wear my heart on my cheek which in other words means I keep my emotions deep inside and don’t tend to open up to others. Which isn’t particularly a pleasant feeling but from a young age I’ve seen sharing my emotions as a weakness and a burden to others. I’ve never known who would even want to listen… if anyone does.
Except from my sister. I’ve dropped the whole lot on her. And to be quite honest she’s probably tired of teenage drama or pathetic emotional stages yet every time I’m in need she’s been there for me so I could never repay her for everything. She has such a key part on my life and it seems reasonable that she also assisted me with naming this blog. My sister came up with the nickname ‘Xanziepan’ which I found rather catchy. Then the account Xanziepan was born. So I’d like to thank her once again.
Now I don’t want to seem negative so let’s lift the mood. Personally I believe I’ve always been a happier child who whilst I was a Primary School child had many friends. Once I went to Secondary School I discovered who my true friends we’re as well as joined a sports club. Now my friends are the most gorgeous, selfless, wonderful people I have met and I’m sure I’ll mention them in a blog at some point. A bit after I joined a sports team I was invited into a sponsored team which I will represent this year. And then there is my passion for music. I’m a huge fan of singing and playing the guitars but I’m not that good at either to be honest. However it is the pleasure that come with it which is why I stick at it.
I hope you leant a bit about me from this. I’d love to know whether you’re an open book or a secret vault like me. Would like to come along on this blogging adventure with me?